The Moment of Truth

Ok I just need to unload a little. Tomorrow is another prenatal appointment and, like usual, I’m starting to freak a little. I’m showing, I felt the baby move for the first time last week…shit’s getting real and that means that if something bad happens, it won’t be easy. Not that any baby loss is easy but miscarrying was a hell of a lot easier to move on from than losing Tyler was. I’m only 15 weeks but if I started to miscarry, oh well. Dr.’s won’t do anything to stop it until the baby is viable. Which isn’t for another 9 weeks. If there is no heartbeat tomorrow, I will eventually go into labor and give birth to a baby (it’s about the size of a lemon right now). I “passed tissue” last time. Ugh.

I hate being so nervous.

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7 Responses so far »

  1. 1

    Cynthia said,

    Hnag in there! Cannot wait to see you get all huge and preggo with a healthy baby [girl] after your fabulous ab pics from just a few weeks ago 😀

  2. 3

    mackalvee said,

    Praying for you!!!

  3. 5

    Jeanette said,

    Thinking of you and your little bean!

  4. 6

    Hang in there…..love the new blog look!!!!!!


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